Well, another one jumps ship. Rumor has it that yet another department plans to hire the LAN manager directly, bypassing NCS. Will the last one out please turn off the lights... I'm still a crispy critter from last weekend's fun - second degree sunburn is no fun. I've got to find a sunscreen similar to the one I used on the Habitat for Humanity build. It turned my face a lovely shade of blue-silver, but hey - I didn't get sunburned. I've got to get this somewhat healed before this weekend, otherwise I may end up in serious trouble. I've got a golf tournament for Children's Hospital on Saturday, then tickets to Sunday's game again. I'll be well done by Monday ;)
I've never been good with expressing emotions. I always felt that emotions were a sign of weakness - part of being raised as my father's "son", I suppose. Lately I'm having a hard time bottling up those things that bubble up when people start flinging arrows and stones. Some I deserve. Others, less so. Innocent comments get taken out of context and used to further some cause. I make a genuine post about an overwhelming feeling I have, and someone turns it into an accusation, based on some sort of internet statistic that proves I've posted in response to something else. Frankly, I don't see the connection. I get angry more often than I used to, but I often feel like I've been kicked in the gut too. I'm not accustomed to that one. It usually brings tears. Intended kindnesses are perceived as attempts to control. And this post will be labeled as an attempt to send someone on a guilt trip - but hey - if the shoe fits, baby, wear it out.
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