I'm tired. I feel like I've been slaying dragons all day. From the weather to the traffic to all the people in my office, nothing seems to be cooperating. I'd go home early, but I took a half-day off yesterday, so it hardly seems fair to run away again, especially when the time off didn't seem to improve my disposition any. Tomorrow will be better. Tomorrow there's a game, and I have tickets in hand.
I thought about deleting all the past posts - none of them have any meaning to anyone but me anyway- but I couldn't do it. Let them sit there, unread and unremembered. There were no posts in 2009. There was nothing positive I could find to say, although there were happy moments mixed with the sad. The sweet mixed with the bitter. The birth of my nephew, the death of my mother, the numbness that followed, and lingers. The start of my journey towards an MBA, the job that no longer inspires me, the purchase of an Airstream to help bring me back to center. That was 2009. This is 2010. It's time to turn and face forward, and soldier on.
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